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Finding my way
Life after slavery
Created on 2007-03-04 17:40:15 (#12423749), last updated 2009-05-17
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Basic Info| Name: | jenn |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1965-10-05 |
| Location: | Indiana, United States |
BioPlease call me jenn. I grew up in Tennessee and Kentucky and went to graduate school in the Chicago area. Then, strangely enough, progressed through upstate New York, Pennsylvania, Ohio, Michigan and now in Indiana (in that order).
I spent three years living as a slave in a multi-slave M/s household. I have been on my own again since early 2006. I'm starting to find my way again in the BDSM Community. It was a hard struggle leaving the Master I loved but who did not love me in the same way. It took allot of hard work and perseverance to get back on my feet and on my own again. I now have a job that I love and can pay my bills. I had to work two jobs for a while, sold my jewelry that I had pre-slavery; I sold the stock account from my divorce 5 years prior. With that, I had enough to buy a used car and rent a small apartment. I am now a state government employee which is why I only talk about my work in general terms.
Generally, I am happy and content with my life at this time. Yes, I hope to one day again be in a Master/slave relationship. This time, I want a Master who is in love with me as much as I with him. I don't see myself going into a poly relationship ever again - I don't have anything against them - it was just not for me. Swinging and occasional other play partners are different in my eyes though, as those are not committed relationships. I see a one-on-one committed relationship within a Master/slave context where I maintain a sense of myself and self-esteem, but where there is tons of fun!
I feel that I am a true masochist as I get pleasure from pain. I particularly love canes and whips! Bondage bores me. I know so many people who love it and look so beautiful bound. But for me, I just think to myself, "would you just go on and hit me already." One of the ways I process the pain into pleasure is through being able to move. If I can't move during play, it's just pain. And that's no fun.
This lj is about re-starting my life and my adventures in the process.
Note: I refer to my work place as "the block".
I spent three years living as a slave in a multi-slave M/s household. I have been on my own again since early 2006. I'm starting to find my way again in the BDSM Community. It was a hard struggle leaving the Master I loved but who did not love me in the same way. It took allot of hard work and perseverance to get back on my feet and on my own again. I now have a job that I love and can pay my bills. I had to work two jobs for a while, sold my jewelry that I had pre-slavery; I sold the stock account from my divorce 5 years prior. With that, I had enough to buy a used car and rent a small apartment. I am now a state government employee which is why I only talk about my work in general terms.
Generally, I am happy and content with my life at this time. Yes, I hope to one day again be in a Master/slave relationship. This time, I want a Master who is in love with me as much as I with him. I don't see myself going into a poly relationship ever again - I don't have anything against them - it was just not for me. Swinging and occasional other play partners are different in my eyes though, as those are not committed relationships. I see a one-on-one committed relationship within a Master/slave context where I maintain a sense of myself and self-esteem, but where there is tons of fun!
I feel that I am a true masochist as I get pleasure from pain. I particularly love canes and whips! Bondage bores me. I know so many people who love it and look so beautiful bound. But for me, I just think to myself, "would you just go on and hit me already." One of the ways I process the pain into pleasure is through being able to move. If I can't move during play, it's just pain. And that's no fun.
This lj is about re-starting my life and my adventures in the process.
Note: I refer to my work place as "the block".
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